[Nufsay]

The Magic Mess is in limbo. It seems the Mr. Buttfart/Betty scenario has dominated the tale, which was not my first intention. So I need to resolve that and get back on track. I really do want to see how the story ends. Anyway, the Magic Mess has indeed turned into a story-writing mess for me.

The Seance Night story just came out of the blue late yesterday afternoon. I had a yen to write something and it had to be something new. I didn't want to go back to the Magic Mess just yet. The story's pretty frail overall but at least it can get one to thinking and maybe fantasizing nicely a wee bit. I don't know if I'll ever revisit this one. Who knows, maybe next Eve of All Hallows?

I've been bummed out the entire summer. I have chronic depression as well as guilt over the type of stories I write. Sometimes that seriously stops me from writing because I want to be normal like everyone else and just have white-bread vanilla-cream type sexual interests with no kinks or deviations whatsoever.

When I die, I will take my regrets with me. Hopefully, there is redemption in some realm of the Universe.